When facing the prospect of fertility problems, no matter how mild they are forcast to be, google is not your friend...
Why? Why do I do this to myself? Not only am I researching Clomid and the possible steps just after that. I am researching how much IVF costs, the Medicare rebates, and obsessively stalking any internet mention of my OB/GYN. But I am reading, ad nauseum, blogs about infertility and pregnancy.
They're great, I've learnt alot about how people deal with infertility and the general popultions views of assisted reproductive technology (ART). But it's making my brain a little noisy. Too many different ideas and options floating around up there. And they refuse to shut up!
Also, my period's due. I can't get the tests that tell me just how screwey my ovaries are until four days or so after my period. So... pretty well the one time in my life I'm hoping for my period to hurry the hell up, and it's late! I'm too far into this trying game to have hopes that I'm pregnant, so really this whole thing is just driving me a little insane (read incredibly insane).
On that note, I'm out of here before my decent steepens.
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