I don't really feel like I have a best friend. I tend to bond very closely with the person I'm in a relationship with, and I find that leaves little space for very close friends.
I'm aware of how much of a cop out that is...
The only person I've met that I consider myself close enough to, and comfortable enough with to perhaps edge towards a really close friendship. Is someone, who for many reasons, my husband is uncomfortable with me spending too much time with.
Couple that with my very shy demeanor, and having just moved to a new state, and I am in a rather friendless state. My Husband likes to mock me for spending too much time on the interwebs, but it's really the only affordable way I have of keeping in touch with the few friends I do have.
So, this is sad pathetic me, writing to a person who could exist if I had the balls to find them. And deciding (once again) be a more outgoing and less cynical person so that I can find you...
We'll see if it works
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