Saturday, January 1, 2011

Well then...

I'm pregnant... how'd that happen?
We'd pretty well stopped trying until we'd gotten our finances straightened out, and then we were going to go on Clomid. How have I spent a year actively trying to have a baby, and once pregnancy becomes a fairly low priority, it just up and happens.
I'm so very very terrified, it doesn't seem real. I have pregnancy symptoms like nausea, sore breasts, and peeing like nothing you've ever seen before, but I still don't quite believe it. Life is pretty much the same, there's not much different. Except that I have a legitimate reason to be tired and lethargic now, rather than I'm lazy, or it's too hot to move.
Mom bought out all the baby things she's been buying since I told her we were trying, and my sister and mother in law seem very excited. My dad... seemed happy, but the phone call didn't last long at all. I was a little dissapointed about that, but oh well.
Next step is to go to the doctors and make sure that everything's fine, and that it wasn't just a faulty pee stick. Then we'll get onto the decisions about when to tell everyone else, and what kind of baby stuff we're going to lay-by. Argh!!!! I still can't believe it!
Also, I now need to defer my uni course and start looking for a job. How depressing, no-one wanted to employ me before because I was too old for the casual positions I was looking for, and now no-one will want to employ me because I'm pregant/oddly huge in the belly area. Oh well, here's hoping that someone takes pity on the belly!!!

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