I'm pregnant... how'd that happen?
We'd pretty well stopped trying until we'd gotten our finances straightened out, and then we were going to go on Clomid. How have I spent a year actively trying to have a baby, and once pregnancy becomes a fairly low priority, it just up and happens.
I'm so very very terrified, it doesn't seem real. I have pregnancy symptoms like nausea, sore breasts, and peeing like nothing you've ever seen before, but I still don't quite believe it. Life is pretty much the same, there's not much different. Except that I have a legitimate reason to be tired and lethargic now, rather than I'm lazy, or it's too hot to move.
Mom bought out all the baby things she's been buying since I told her we were trying, and my sister and mother in law seem very excited. My dad... seemed happy, but the phone call didn't last long at all. I was a little dissapointed about that, but oh well.
Next step is to go to the doctors and make sure that everything's fine, and that it wasn't just a faulty pee stick. Then we'll get onto the decisions about when to tell everyone else, and what kind of baby stuff we're going to lay-by. Argh!!!! I still can't believe it!
Also, I now need to defer my uni course and start looking for a job. How depressing, no-one wanted to employ me before because I was too old for the casual positions I was looking for, and now no-one will want to employ me because I'm pregant/oddly huge in the belly area. Oh well, here's hoping that someone takes pity on the belly!!!
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